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  • Easy to Win ?

    Easy to Win ?

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    Easy to win and the love to die I don’t know why.  Dark white fights. Doubt resonated mine.  Paid early in pit. Now efforts noted modern enters into action.  Let us not be betrayed or clamorous. Vigorous in the designations inventions injustice, is illuminated by embracing.  Unsuitable unsuitable. No suit fits. Bins only of the…

  • Now on Substack too.

    Now on Substack too.

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  • Thinking through Subliterate

    Thinking through Subliterate

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    Re Novella working on: Subliterate Swoons and a Side of Dead Narrative Dynamic and the Plus Age Expressive Rhyming occasionally touches after particles with Joyce. But it is kept relatively to minimum. Rhyme is allowed in, as a generator. As a butting in of allegorical trajectories unraveling across the fourth wall. Confronts both phrase and…

  • Pal Mail and the Whizz (of Fizz)

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    11.3.21 Horror Bunneys Cant keep out horror bunnies — from la lang. But could also call out as hotels//castles /- last year at marienbad is from same crane as kafkas castle. Burroughs Naked Lunch iz a horror, and so is catcher in the rye. But of course NOT ONLY — Beauty under Burroughs wail naked…

  • Pie in Sky’s The Limb It

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    7.1.21 Planning! Using y’all. Every step of way. Giving in and calling the glow flakes — fakes for saken bakes. Gonna mock flock stock knock. found the baseline – is about chars flakes chars themselves have fakes. doubling the mold mod squad. like notes think of rhyme as change in notes. thats for the poem…

  • Mortars of Coffee

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    Swallow the flood.  Let death  renew creation. Fill pump to a ten-ton warehouse in flurries of mad ablation. Every death a surplus deal  to salt the wheel. Draw new maps to enter with grim elation flaunt determination. Hate bait fixate.  O these petulant surly immurations angelic torments tender flammivomous vows! Burning through rages wracked with empathy.…

  • Land A Lake Run Off

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    Therefore Nonexistence is, Pluriparty thinks, a sorcery for “immunity.” Pluri vs the nonexistence thing. Too full, Miss Many Penny. Therefore, no one home. No worries, Pluri announces, no one home. Up worms squirms with alarum turns — declarations of nonexistence, to wrap up the pain in a Buddha thing — so arrows have nowhere to…

  • Gorgheggi-o (di uccello), Warbling

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    Run with the wind Thank you. Exemptions. Complaints. Santiago of the seas. Love is in the air. Excess must be stripped clean? Inventions trills reduced to their nill. Fecundity the great “puppeteer.” Jane the Plain says: Overgrowth is part of natures beauty and absurdity. Grabforit rabbit — Miss Fizz is resigned to being stuck with…

  • Sylvia Plath Reading Poems from Ariel

    Sylvia Plath Reading Poems from Ariel

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    Found reference to Open Culture‘s reference to “Hear Sylvia Plath Read 18 Poems From Her Final Collection, Ariel, in 1962 Recording” at Warren Ellis Experience. Thank you friends of Warren. Thank you Tudor Ciurea for uploading. There is even a poem called Nick and the Candlestick. They are brave horrible beautiful and relentless. Reading from her…

  • Free Writing & Fast Drawing

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    1.13.20 Yesterday wad gonna finally sendy russell agan — had this winderful focus on sense of it fir an hour — then shirl hula hoopd and versé ( verser means to pour in fr) joyce jammed against ziz and dyna aka came out of shower togetgher and split a forkwidth my red meat — hi👋…

  • Sui Side Sill A Bus

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    10.16.21 Sulks mulcts widely for plow and slurr — and above it all keeps the fur mur cur tailed about the fleures de litters I hunter stand its absorption release wire pyre choir now as part of doing business Hodblessuthabku Answerable is what ? Showing up ? I meet — I do not just show…

  • Air to Airing

    Air to Airing

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    Restless and roundabout grew and flew and blew  the night for light light light.  Flakes and stacks. The making of moves. Puns with radicality storming at the surface where suffocated the horizons, screeching with tremors seemed to threaten allowances counting all the way up from less to zero. What never fades with wait of days…

  • Index for Nick Cave’s The Red Hand Files

    Index for Nick Cave’s The Red Hand Files

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    The Red Hand Files Home Page Latest on Top 305 My dad is dying. It’s cancer. Do you or Susie ever joke or laugh in your grief? 304 Have you ever imagined that Bob Dylan would be attending your shows and writing nice tweets about them? 303 I saw you walking around the cathedral in…

  • New Sht

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    Have four new ones did from latest cutters. Few changes still needed but basically work. Anticipating doing more. Finding it VERY VERY HELPFUL settling things down. Thank you. Calming everything down and yet working my way through. I dont want to create disruptions that disorient or cause difficulties. I DONT WANT TO. Fact is its…

  • Married to Shelley

    Married to Shelley

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    Declares time a Lazarus forlorn over sky oceanic and nigh. Woof wanton and fly. Do you till you die. Puzzles busted into sordid pieces gushing flushing touching rope. Garde à l’eau — watch out below. Everything rattles fingers and tips every tremor battles the skew flutter and drift. Every skim and scorn adorns the drop.…

  • canvas dante

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    Hillock animator emerged to inebriate let her fingers over here. Jets is missing mine. Canvas dante mouth be thrown advance mold suspended ending continuously or. Yes no, turning and chewing wills to look. Use answered tremble on. Touched it rested we had gulls perpetuated meetsbelieved el beach and dove listen to me calling for torn…

  • Taking Temp (byby baby fat)

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    Canals for clay, taste baste Writers that create around them circles. They are for me like a ring of fire and stones. Thank you — for fat for rebus!!! And for extending me holme/s multiaxial cone, a Pisa between us, to relapse relieve rethink rezone. laid to waste…? allow plow cow — as jilt of…

  • Norwegian Woody

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    Escape to disappear fate amazing tin extraction. Hard hard hard alee illuminate. Piston in enemy followed…

  • The Drain Bandit

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    Camisole de Force Dribble, these puddles, I see them as puddles, puddles that grow fish, fish become bruised and rapture ruptured — heavenly strained — therebeit granularized, the sky that pie and fry. Weep scorn and sizzle ! When mention becoming human, all suddenly flips, suddenly slips into darkness there is no middle — And…

  • Ixion at rest

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    So much in there cannot breath. But breathless is joy climbing up and down at once. Va and vient. Out on rafters where bats cuddle upside down heats up fur and feather. Clirice outcome at pleasure pumps for a beautiful dump is a part of Constance who “hilly billy wills” for extensions that rill up…

  • Orbits Gum

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    Go looking for it. Orbits. Trenches devour the holy with mm, goal foal stole roll hole mole change out squill fill hill bill chill always until. Its planted in a garden of symp toe Matt holy toss before hearth of cramp damp amp hamp lamp. Rhymin roots through me. Nothing can collect but collage of…

  • Up to Nothing and More

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    Cling of Sling V2 Wretched beautiful waves of enchantment, time and shadows, circling like sparkle fish, provoking change, everything rearranged, like a snap of twig, beautiful, wry, chancy, on the run. Every moment taken and missed, pilfered and deadly? A fairy imp intrigue of slippery synchronicities, raging loopy oppo sits, hanging by sweet fetters, sweet…

  • Feminime Jouissance

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    Exchange of extensions. So valuable. I am sad. I am glad. I am bad. New char called Leatherette, my lovely leatherette, stubborn, defiant, but chummy too yummy gummy often stumped — but not (and this is important) frantic. Char Lotta is now proclaiming wants to do a whole bend-etta on Sad Girls. (Kiss kiss.) Miss…

  • Vampire Logic

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    Best thing about vampire logic — That they share needles? drink blood? that they come alive at night — Forever and ever lurks for blood, that mad desire of the eternal, to bite into neck of life and yet: never die — no, once bit bit for good. Cant help but love other vampires for…

  • Is It Hell?

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    1.6.20 V2 Something keeps on reaching out anyway. Reading signs — in the emptying sand, weaves shadows into meaning, and comes alive, at stunning visual distances. Lives for it, loves for it. Something irreparable keeps me there. Searching for surface of love. But what, what am I reaching for — what what?? For reach. Reach…

  • Body of Hate — hardly started.

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    Small defiant ludicrous. But there is something here we love. The worst it gets the worst we love it.  There’s a foot there caught in trap, turns into a well, and the well descends, and we pull on chain as swim around it, drown (multiplied times) and pop back up.  Has trouble finding what —…

  • The Vampire’s Wife: Stuff

    The Vampire’s Wife: Stuff

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    Suzy Cave’s The Vampire’s Wife. Am indebted to her approach to beauty that plumbs artistic and dramatic strains across the universe, however curious, transgressive, or both. Virginia Wolfe Virginia has been much on my mind lately. Experimental way approaches her paragraphs — My LuLu du Lac loves how she starts to slip into passages with…

  • 03 Bobbing Blue

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    1.1.19 Last Catch Wormy Bit? The heart corrupts again with delicious goods, goods that bob in the blue. But everything is a haze now, snug in a silence, a sweet meltdown of the beautiful travesty. Reading L’Innommable (in french) is heavenly corruption too, the thing is balanced on a nose, shiny chatty taciturn pithy sardonic…

  • 02 Cars from Mars

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    Jumper Evils Puddling with jumpers — races after epiphanies — a defender of splendor, with a spoon for the moon. Shadows fetch through darkness after strains of ugliness, wistful and yearning, tremblers a tyranny of honor and lust. Defiant from reason. Bursts of the holy moly is a resistance to future. Waves bathe in wonder…

  • Aw Hell

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    12.18.19 Occasionally writing is glorious for me, I find that astonishing. And intriguing where it goes and how it muses its way there. Speed reading Beckett in French, new affection for Beckett again! in a way thats right on top of what I am doing, with giggling Proustian fits. That are tinged naughty disturbed scathing…

  • Sickness Intercedes 🌹

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    Cold as Her Fireplace Cold pills, head pain, and bountiful exudations of sputum, climbing up and out of her throat, every minutes per five. First come chills then come the sweats… And the sweet and pornery? the fishy insipid intoxicated sublime — still roaring ? For the bidden, for the forbidden. Whore score and more.…

  • Day Tripper

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    12.3 Go Willingly Head feels slightly elephantitis. That big fat empty. This always happens when sit on edge of something that then isnt a dream anymore but a doing thing. The wayside pulls up, as mechanic was tinkering, and empties of my precious evil art upon the gnolls, where thirsty flows a sudden rinse again…

  • Vampire’s Char Le Main 🥃

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    Something bountiful beautiful, angry hungry stunned beating back a petulance of demons rangy elixir collapsing into the night, predatory quizzical snares air touches rapture phantom and lair seeds a flood of antimatter. Eye to sweet sic sense, heightened up on ceiling caught red handed. Get down. Get down get down from there. Monkey lamb let…

  • Modes of Abjection

    Slavoj Žižek & Jela Krečič Modes of Abjection

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    Ugly, Creepy, Disgusting, and Other Modes of Abjection by Jela Krečič & Slavoj Žižek — Ugly as an aesthetic category. Gradual abandonment Unity. Das negativschone, negatively beautiful — Sublime and the ridiculous, how one rubs up against other — Overwhelming ugly becomes monstrous, can no longer be sublated into sublime – Definitions of monstrous –…

  • Pronoun Shifters/Body H8

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    Stoppers Lucy switching television, falling into sleep where plays over porn and wantum random thoughts in and out of swoon ocean drifts, curse of the perched. Agatha snorts searching for “tremors” in semiology. The endless defenseless ramps to replete. Lucy says shut up. Be gentle. Fort Knots Lucy wants Hieronymus to collaborate. Be undead. Cold…

  • Terminal Determinator

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    V2.5Now  Being — Now HANDLING?!? Now Considered  disabled /? That part in screenplay, that starts with a pan in -Girl watching  while reading with sound off & captions turned onsomething always something”classical” Spanish.  Referring to that period Holy Toledo everywhere anywhere bombs went off.  Still struggling with dead on the beaches crying leeches, going postal  and what that bought. Seamstress…

  • Merry with Andrew/Sketches

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    Draft 2.1 Learning to have deference again, that  it is what it is, even if it isn’t what it isn’t. Spawns like a counterweight to PouLou’s beloved hysteria. As always, she shouts: to overcome a cornered lovely blasphemy – obese with obstinacy, stupidity, cowardice. You have to have respect for a madhouse, and its luster…

  • Deadfall Metaphors ✅

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    Furtif slippery lureswanton phallic fervors’ overturesBleeds into the goatish nightpunchy and brightFeeds on fire and dreadat every whispering cross Hoversnear a haywire freedom’s beloved glimmering albatross Vertigo or bliss dire and desirea subversive reloading cross multiplierMy cryptoforest soulmagnetic batardeaux fluviauxUp against the sky dances in its eyerages at the spyTracers sentin airto chancers in the…

  • Clarice Lispector

    Clarice Lispector

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    Agua Viva. Ex-lover to whom she must explain. And para after para gushes out after thresholds where language goes beyond the simple or complex, beyond deviousness, and even beyond reflection or admission, to something ailing for a form. Seeps as paint does blood through the grave and the mighty. Irresolvable with hidden beauty, nestling in…

  • Byrons lemming stops at brink to have a think ✅

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    Byrons lemming twitches with horror & glee, love & death fetches bewitches Extracts acuteness from desire in perpetual industry. Cuts open my throat to feed its hungry fishes, biting biting. Wage rage get out of my cage terse and estranged buffering suffering Splitting pitting to let it out voice & scream of a wild &…

  • Letters of Sylvia Plath 1940-56 Vol. 1

    Letters of Sylvia Plath 1940-56 Vol. 1

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    Letter to Ted Rejection letter from The New Yorker Sylvia drew

  • Ensalivé

    Ensalivé

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    Find credence reading bloodstones for contradictions immutable. Crash and condom insolute fingers at my neck teetering & inscrutable. Magic & fire locking horns paint this body an unyielding color of salmon diving pink into the red. Spawning eggs on banks of gravel scandalously high! as a mountain of death. Love is weather love is the…

  • Apotropaic ✅

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    Free from pander? free from shame? The divine implacability of sorrow. Melts like fire, generations of pain Loot and branch, bloom and flame. Hike morale patch, over evil eye Transcend divinity, tower of slain — With a revery of hopes, and the power of rain.

  • Sweetie ✅

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    Sweetie driven underground,torment boundto Insect Wheel.Coffin Fly that laysboute-selle as visions mount and fuckterrors tightening,heap corrupt!Profound & deadlyviolent dismay.Kill it off.Kill it off.Oh, make it stay.Butterflyingwhere terrors subsumea carthorse of raging sin -Love, fret and staunch,the countless taunts what so costlyraises the skin!Not go in peace -where vision boardsas dawn still hawkswhere reaper stalksdares serpent-volantto waltz back…

  • Pernicious Contrary ✅

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    Stuck and tuck inside fatelessnesspain killers, a lidcontrary pernicious -insidiously deliciousransacking irreconcilabilitymutant with death punching at oblivionfor a sick f&ck of – meth ?Loosen your changeall seething and wreathspiking the bitters cold, trenchant & sweet.

  • Pasta La Vista ✅

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    1Meet mein a bar afar.Rustle me outof this ocean wreck,urchin for toolsBering Strait.2Meet meon the Bridge of Sighsbell and the fogharrow and cark.Kiss a graceof this hour and face.Pull me outof this can of fire.3Every needling thirsta howling prowling curserelentless and lurking a gluttony of desirepander and thunderand wonder and plunderhot and sullen a chariot…